Vivid

Vivid
[(It's In my head)]the pics of u and me
I ripped them apart but I still feel like I sold my self to the devil cuz it’s so
VIVID (vivid)
Time n time again it’s stuck in my head ur just not wat u said u just dead mind controling me telling me ur not wat u appear too be death n liesur too freaking vivid
Vivid omg
Vivid picsures fill vivid boxes while I stair and stair
You apere behind me telling me it was just a waist

What

What has this world succumb to but hatred n lies
A tear rolls down my face as I continue to cry
With the stroke of his hand

thow is thee

as though you still fear me

to bring it to a tee

now or never

 

its now or never

so be very clever

its time to choose between now and forever

know that the latter is never to be touched

its time to choose now or never

be very careful

the time is now and there is never for ever

so choose now or never

is this good bye chapter 1

jase- is tall,blue eyes,black hair with streaks of dark blue,is gay,bf of xele,random,best budds with xzxaven&xavi
 
xele- pronounced hex-ill, brown eyes,brown almost black hair,nice,random,gay,bf of jase
 
xzxaven- pronounced X-haven,gf of xavi,nice adatudanal,sea green eyes, black hair
 
xavi- pronouced hav-E, blue eyes,black hair,bf of xzxaven,nice,funny,and random
 
emma-evil
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my name is xzxaven. i love my life other times i hate it. my boyfriend is haing-out with his dad so im stuck with his mom.ok so i know what you are thinking why not just leave and go home.well you know what i cant because i have no house. my dad was abuseve and used drugs so when xavi found out he made sure m dad was aressed.
there was a knock at the door and i ran as fast as i could to get away from xavi’s mom. when i got there i opened the door and huged xavi.
“miss me much” he ask
“not that much” i say sarcasticly im on his back now and we are on the way to his room.
when we get there we instintly start making out. we have been going steady for a 2 years now. he pulls away an says “do you know how bautiful you are”
i giggle and shake my head
“you are so butif—-” his cell starts to ring signaling he has a text and he says “crap” after he reads it

“emotions”

some one once told me

some time long ago

to show anger and sadness

”there is much strenght in tears” by Raquel

every tear is a drop of self-pity,and a release of fear. if thats true how come I never shed a tear? I fear nothing.and thats no reason to boast .but I find I do pity myself the most.so why do I never shed a tear?

beautiful?

what is beauty

what does it mean

is it right to say im ugly

i say no

Blue

blue is the blueberry jelly on rye wheat
blue is the fact that my heart continues to beat
blue is the color of despair
blue is the ocean sky in the air

Leave

They say it’s time to go

I say no

They say leave

I say are you talking to me