Last Writes of KH2

Vivid

khaliyah2 — Wed, 21 Apr 2010 23:29:11 +0000

Vivid
[(It's In my head)]the pics of u and me
I ripped them apart but I still feel like I sold my self to the devil cuz it’s so
VIVID (vivid)
Time n time again it’s stuck in my head ur just not wat u said u just dead mind controling me telling me ur not wat u appear too be death n liesur too freaking vivid
Vivid omg
Vivid picsures fill vivid boxes while I stair and stair
You apere behind me telling me it was just a waist

What

khaliyah2 — Wed, 21 Apr 2010 23:22:58 +0000

What has this world succumb to but hatred n lies
A tear rolls down my face as I continue to cry
With the stroke of his hand
Rough but delict as though sand

My end is not yet here
and yet as I cry blood-red tears
I see all his hope n my fears
Time is standing still
As I close my eyes in fear

For though the world is over
I fear though u should see
That part of me
Will never be free

khaliyah2 — Wed, 21 Apr 2010 23:19:00 +0000

thow is thee

as though you still fear me

to bring it to a tee

I still feel that its only fair you see

that I am not as I used to be

my skin is marred

my face shows im scared

and my heart will not trust

I am scared to say that you wont give-way

as much as you hate

I am not going to pay

you have been there and done that

but I have yet to see the facts

for what I have really seen is that your smile, is it a product of broken dreams

is it wrong for me to see that you are I need

for in my head you are still my little one

but we are all grown up

for time is going on and on

as each minute passes to form hours

I sit here trying to give you a message

one of which is encrypted

its stained blood-red from the many tears ive shed

for this is the last note I will leave

before I am relived

now or never

khaliyah2 — Thu, 04 Mar 2010 23:46:59 +0000

its now or never

so be very clever

its time to choose between now and forever

know that the latter is never to be touched

its time to choose now or never

be very careful

the time is now and there is never for ever

so choose now or never

is this good bye chapter 1

khaliyah2 — Mon, 22 Feb 2010 00:05:59 +0000

jase- is tall,blue eyes,black hair with streaks of dark blue,is gay,bf of xele,random,best budds with xzxaven&xavi

xele- pronounced hex-ill, brown eyes,brown almost black hair,nice,random,gay,bf of jase

xzxaven- pronounced X-haven,gf of xavi,nice adatudanal,sea green eyes, black hair

xavi- pronouced hav-E, blue eyes,black hair,bf of xzxaven,nice,funny,and random

emma-evil
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my name is xzxaven. i love my life other times i hate it. my boyfriend is haing-out with his dad so im stuck with his mom.ok so i know what you are thinking why not just leave and go home.well you know what i cant because i have no house. my dad was abuseve and used drugs so when xavi found out he made sure m dad was aressed.
there was a knock at the door and i ran as fast as i could to get away from xavi’s mom. when i got there i opened the door and huged xavi.
“miss me much” he ask
“not that much” i say sarcasticly im on his back now and we are on the way to his room.
when we get there we instintly start making out. we have been going steady for a 2 years now. he pulls away an says “do you know how bautiful you are”
i giggle and shake my head
“you are so butif—-” his cell starts to ring signaling he has a text and he says “crap” after he reads it

“emotions”

khaliyah2 — Tue, 09 Feb 2010 03:08:50 +0000

some one once told me

some time long ago

to show anger and sadness

is of the weak

because they seek the everlasting greet

of immortal vulnerability

what people don’t see is that

we are of human quality

so we try to remain

unattainable to others

so you choose who to be

emotional or in the unattainable place

”there is much strenght in tears” by Raquel

khaliyah2 — Tue, 02 Feb 2010 01:19:38 +0000

every tear is a drop of self-pity,and a release of fear. if thats true how come I never shed a tear? I fear nothing.and thats no reason to boast .but I find I do pity myself the most.so why do I never shed a tear? Is it simply out of fear of what weakness a mere tear is displaying or maybe it’s just not knowing, not knowing what people will think when the strongest of them all breaks down and starts to ball.

we give all our time and effort to the weak and often forget the strong and the meek.

I’m strong now but I wont be for long.as the days go on and on they weigh me down and when I need help no ones around.but as for the weak they are surrounded with help. but what you must realize is they can’t be helped unless ready to help themselves; as your nursing them back to health i am wasting away. soon there will be nearly nothing left and thats when you’ll say ”allow me to help you don’t give up!”

But I have already thrown in the towel. u waited until I became weak to give me the attention that I seek.but as for the weak one who is now made strong they will b ignored and the process goes on and on.

”dont deny me the encouragement I need because I am strong! Life goes on and on. and the strong become weak”
Raquel

beautiful?

khaliyah2 — Sun, 31 Jan 2010 19:27:45 +0000

what is beauty

what does it mean

is it right to say im ugly

i say no

boys say your pure beauty

what do they mean

see what other people dont see

my iner beauty

my personality is beauty

now tell me what being beautiful really means

dont be bound

be free

now go tell your friends

the definition of beauty

is me

so let me be free

because I’m pure inure beauty

Blue

khaliyah2 — Sat, 30 Jan 2010 19:04:41 +0000

blue is the blueberry jelly on rye wheat
blue is the fact that my heart continues to beat
blue is the color of despair
blue is the ocean sky in the air
blue is the color of the rainbow
blue is safe though
blue is my weakness and my strength
blue is everything that keeps me awake
blue is my depth that no one will ever see
blue……..is my fantasy
blue is my dis-pare
BLUE IS THE FACT THAT YOU STILL CARE

Leave

khaliyah2 — Sat, 30 Jan 2010 19:02:40 +0000

They say it’s time to go

I say no

They say leave

I say are you talking to me

Don’t you see that I can’t say goodbye

Irefuse to end my time

See my time is not to be wasted

Not on you but on me

We have a short time before we ay goodbye

It’s time to live my life

So now you see why I can’t say goodbye

They say leave

I refuse to end my time

But I will say goodnight